Song Of The Battle Part 2 Lover's Question

We both joined this battle side by side 

I climbed the ranks with you right behind

To you I was a friend, a councilor, a warrior to defend

You saw me as your own free rebel man

I led our ranks straight in that battlefield

Fought side by side as always.

And we walked across our battle won

But as one man lay dieing on the field after the battle,

He spat out the words to you "Sir you are led by a woman"

You turned to me confusion and surprise

"Why would a women fight next to me and leave the safe homestead?

"I thought you would always tell me the truth!"

I looked at you, my eyes steady and true

"Why would I stay in my boring life?

"Why can't I be the first woman to be in an army?

I wished to fight and fight I did."
Your eyes turn to mine as I hide my face
With hair cut short and dirt streaked face
I knew you would just laugh
As I hear no words of disdain or laughter
I see your eyes filled with understanding
"Then shall we fight?
"We won the battle but not the war.
"Even if you're a woman,
"I'll follow and love you ever more."

Song Of The Battle Part 1

A raised sword and shield, ready in the ranks
Stay as you are my men, ready at command
Keep in time, watch with care
Don't let them take us by surprise
Over from the hill beyond, this will be their grave
We shall teach our enemies what is to be in war!
You never did falter when we heard their battle cries
You never did flinch when you saw the iron swords
I entrusted you with all our dreams,
Our hopes of what's to come
Even though as your own leader...
I knew we wouldn't survive.
But raise up our flags of war!
We will shall send these bastard to graves
They will regret when they took away our life
I fought along side you my men
I killed our enemies with as much hatred as yours
I was changed on this field as I killed and fought on this bloodies field.

Song of the Wars

Quiet tears on a stained face
A song echoes across the land but goes unheard
By those who the song is sung for.
Those long forgotten or those just gone
This land suffered much under the calm exterior
This land once soaked in the blood of it's people
Those now forgotten and gone
For those the song is sung
Unheard by all except the survivors
The last one is the singer
The last to stay alive from the battle
Battle from many years ago
They fought for freedom and rights
Men and boys dieing in their prime
The guns firing and swords clashing
The swords swung together and in a deadlock
The swords bring the two fighters close
But one must fall as the other goes to the next battle
Swords piercing the soft flesh of the stomach
Man dieing by your arms
He was the only one to see the singer at what they were
He saw the long hair and frightened face of a girl
She tries to get the image out
Blood stained face then instead of tears now
"Why" singer asks "Why"
As she looks in the calm water
"I don't know"
"Of course. Because You're me."
I walked off again off the field that changed me
The field where I killed the enemy
A girl in the army of boys made to fight
I leave the field behind me
On the field is a single tombstone
"For those unable to hear the Song Of The Battle"

Teru's Song - Teru no Uta - Tales From The Earthsea

Far, Far Above the Clouds Soaring with the Wind,

A Falcon Flies Alone, Silent as the Sky,
I Hear His Lonely Cry,
Never Can He Rest,
I Walk with You Along a Empty Winding Road,
We're Far from the Ones we Love, and Never Can Return,
Never Can we See Again, the Countries of Our Birth,

When Will I Ever Find a Place to Call My Home?
Sadness Circling Like a Falcon in the Sky,
When Will I Ever Find a Way to Speak My Heart,
to Someone Who Knows, What it is to be Alone?

Far, Far Above the Clouds Against the Setting Sun,
A Falcon Flies Alone Silent as the Sky,
I Hear His Lonely Cry, Never Can He Rest,
I Long to Spread My Wings and Fly Into the Light,
Open This Lonely Heart to One Who Understands,
When Will I Ever Find, a Way to Speak My Heart?
When Will I Ever Find a Place to Call My Home?
Sadness and Loneliness, a Falcon in the Sky,
When Will I Ever Find a Way to Speak My Heart,
to Someone Who Knows, What it is to be Alone?


This is a song from the Studio Ghibli film, Tales from The Earthea. This song is basically saying how I feel at this moment. I feel like I don't fit in so I keep traveling.

New Book Idea!!

I know that my manager will hate me, but I like this idea. It has a lot of cliche terms and styles but I'll see if it works for you guys!

The figure made no noise, only a small metal click with each step coming from their necklace. An old, figureless, sweater with old boots, blue jeans, and a conductors type hat outlined the figure. The sidewalk and surrounding areas were completely deserted except for a man walking in the direction of where the figure stood in the shadow. The figure took a menacing step forward into the visible area around the single, flickering, streetlight. The man noticed the figure was about to turn the the opposite direction when the streetlight flashed out. With the remaining light from the harvest moon, high in the sky, let the man see the figure pull out a gun. The last image the dead man walking saw was the blood thirsty eyes anchored over the cruel smile aimed down at him and the thin stands of hair blowing in the slight breeze.

So this is the basic idea I dreamt up during the Like-A-Thon. If you don't know what that is, look at my other blog and read the post done on this same day! Give your feedback if I should keep working on this!

Stones and Words

I stand the pain as I must
Yet I'm still breakable
Sticks and stone will break my bones
You can beat me from an inch of life
You could torture me for hours
But if you say any words against my love
Then it'll be futile to live any longer
I keep my true pain hidden
So you can never harm me
I could protect myself from any injury
I could shield myself from the hate
But please don't turn away my love
Anything throw at me will hurt
But sticks and stones won't break my spirit
Though throwing my love away with harsh words
Might just make me stop living me life

Juliet

"Oh rich and famous Juliet"

That's what they all call me

But I don't want to be trapped forever

In this room, disguised as a gold coated room

I should marry in the family, with power and wealth

What happened to love and care in a marriage?

So I ask the stars at night, high in the sky

"Where's my path? Where does it lead?

Which way should I take?"

Another day, another proposal, another ball

I decline as always

I know why father is getting strained

He wants the power I can get him

So on my balcony I ask the moon

Blood red tonight

"Where's my prince? The one to rescue me?"

And I wait on this balcony

My link to the outside

My only place of freedom

And wait for my rescue

Burn - My First Poem Last Year

The smoke, the fire
                  Never to die
          Never alive
     The fire burns like a war
Always raging
                  Never dieing
          Never living

Lost Love

They ran through the woods during a storm
Lightning illuminates their path
Two lovers, never to love
Families forbidden
As they run, trackers follow
Whether they survived, I cannot say
When a storm comes
You can still see them
Running from the pursuers

Power

We hide out
Breathing slowly and softly
Shots ring out and we stay quiet
We knew our neighbors
Now no longer
We hear them rushing in
Destroying everything we hold dear
I dig myself clear of the other bodies
To a corner hidden from view
I don't know how long to stay here
So I keep still in the night
Hoping to stay out of the nightmare

World Without Me

Sitting down in a shaded place
Family and friends come and go
Some carrying flowers and letters sent to me
As I watch them and they don't see me
They all say the same things
"It's been too quiet,
It's been too long,
In this world without her"
Years go and someone new is gone
So now they wonder
How the world is
Without us

Set Me Free

I'm no Juliet, on the balcony
Waiting for a Romeo, who might set me free
Even though he might never arrive
I still wait here for him, trying to survive
As many people walk past
I know it can't last
Cause I wait forever
For someone who can't ever come
I need someone to save me
I want someone to save me from this world

Silent Cries

Looking up, she lets the tears mix with rain
Hoping none see the sadness in her dark eyes
The wind blows her hair into her face
Not bothering to brush it away, she walks on
The woods welcome her as she marches in
Making sure none hear her silent cries
Leaning against a strong willow for more strength
As lightning flashes and thunder rolls