Sight - (Written in ten minutes)

This poem deserves a bit of an explanation. I couldn't sleep, and this odd line appeared in my head. I just took a note on my iPod and started typing at around three in the morning. Don't know why this came up, but it seems my favorite quote is true. "You never had to change anything you got up in the middle of the night to write." Even though I didn't wake up, I just couldn't sleep. Sorry for the delay in this poem. Blocks and writers don't mix. Hope you enjoy! Even if the title sucks.

I see the sun going down beneath the mountains you like
I know the darkness will keep me awake into the long hours
You see the sun going down into a mass of clouds I love
You know the darkness my fear is born of
As the moon rises and disappears as the hours grown to the next day
I stay awake with your words
You stay awake with my replies
The darkness grows deeper as you slip away
My fears grow as you are gone

Tears fall down her cheeks, cold, new tears
Her  room becomes a dark mass
The last day of her sanity has gone
Never to be with the one who loved the mountains
Never to see the clouds she loved
Never to see the light saving her from her fear
For as he disappeared
So did her ability to see her world
The last day of sight her only memory

Sorry.. Again.

I have had writer's block for a while now, so sorry for not posting stuff in a while. I've been working more on my books then short poems. If I can, I'll post some bits and pieces of stories I'm working on.
If needed I'll work on my four drafts I have lying around since my views have been going down. I promise to post something by the end of today.

I have over 1,300 views!!

I feels so happy that People have been looking at my blog! My most viewed post is "If Only You Knew" and the countries that look at my blog the most are US and Russia. I'm posting this during our Espanol Game period, but if I wasn't I would post a brand new poem.

His Promise

I was in my little village tending to my garden
When he rode up on a horse, so perfectly white
He was just passing through to stay at our village of Arden
I had never seen a man who took my breath away.
He took one look at me and I could see
He felt the same way towards me
And he whispered these words in my ear
"Meet me in the shade of the river willow tree."
I met my knight that evening dark
He promised to take me away
Away to live together far to the horizon
"I will take you in the month of May."
As he rode off on a horse, so perfectly white
One day, I knew, he would return to me
As everyday I remembered his promise
To take me away in the month of May.
The month of May was halfway over
Yet, I waited everyday for the return of my lover
Trusting his promise
That he will come back to me
To be in his arms again.
And two years later
I see a far off white horse appear
With a rider trying to go a fast as he can
As he jumped down and picked me up and twirled me around.
"My dearest Lady, can you ever forgive me?"
I nod and we kiss each other for the first time
So I ride off with my knight.
Though he may not be the bravest
Or may not be the strongest
He is my knight who remembered and kept his promise
To return for me when he returned.

Minds problems.

It hurts to know your in pain,
It hurts to know how you feel,
I can't stop my mind from thinking of you.
All the saddness you must go through,
All the pain you must live through,
Yet I can't say the words out loud.
You have a life in your own world,
You have a dream you hold dear to,
I'm always screaming them in my head.
Why am I not strong enough,
Why am I to weak,
All I want to do.
Is to say I love you.

LET ME OUT!

You watch with glazed eyes
You don't see what is front of you
As I break under pressure
Breaking, cracking, until I collapse
I lock myself away
Screaming into the mirror
Crying at myself
Stop screaming!
As I look into my own eyes
Digustingly dark eyes
I wonder if I'd be missed
I'm ugly!I'm trapped!
I want help! I don't want to go!
Let me go, just let me dissapear
Everything would be better if I were pretty
My mask is hideous I'm hideous
Help me! Please!
Tears as I chop off my long bangs
I want to be free!
Help me!
Just a small haircut
The pressure broke a lonely soul
A soul that screaming for help.

Please Come Back

When will you return to me?

This world seems too big

This ocean too far to cross

As I stare across it,

Waiting for you to sail up with your smile

With stories of your adventures

Keeping me entertained through the night

When will you return to me?

Another day ends

Without you next to me

As I keep watching for you,

Never moving from my spot to watch

Seeing if you're back here again

My one only own

When will you return to me?

And when you've returned

I'll say those words

That you promised to say to me

And I already know my answer

To be together forever
So please come back
When will you return to me, my one only own?

Song Of The Battle Epilogue

I was brought before the King and his counsel
As I was found out for being a woman.
My face was behind a mask since the day you died
When they asked me why I went into battle
"I am a warrior"
When they asked me why I cried and screamed that day
"He died"
They were unimpressed by my lack of response
"I went into battle to serve instead of cower in a corner,
"I cried because I loved him!
"He knew I was a woman but still let me fight."
A soldier would normally have been sentenced to the stocks
For loving another soldier.
A woman would normally have been executed publicly
For being in the army.
Because of my victory and my valor, I lived
You were given a hero's burial on the field.
I built myself a house near a river and made myself a living in the village
As the years past, I walked everyday to see you.
The scars that were left on my heart that day haven't faded
I sit next to you on that field, telling you how much I love you
Though you can't be here with me.
The only place where I every remove my mask is with you
Where I can sit and talk to you with my real smile
Even though you are gone, I still sing my song to you.

Song Of The Battle Part 3 Final Act

Now you knew my secret, but nothing had changed
You still fought with me in the field,
My deputy by day and lover by night
We started to win the war,
And you were making plans to live together
"Let's live peacefully after all this war."
I agreed as the final battle approached.
We will win and be happy!
I led the troops with you charging down next to me.
We surprised the enemy and broke their ranks
As our killing and winning streak continued.
During the mists of the battle, you lost sight of me
I was off fighting the leader of our enemy,
While you were in my mind as I swung my sword and blocked his blows.
With a crash, I broke his sword and won this battle and war!
We signed our peace in paper and went off to spread our news.
Our army then went off to bury our dead
I hadn't seen you since that morning.
"Captain!" A cry came up from my page from across the field.
There you were. Blood on your clothes. Breathing low and shallow.
Forgetting my place, I dropped to the ground. "We won."
"You stay brave, Capt'n. You will keep living for me."
You lifted your hand to my face and held it by my cheek.
"Farewell. I love-"
As your hand fell down and nothing stirred,
Tears coursed down my face silently
Ignoring the soldiers that were looking at me
I screamed my anguish into the heavens
For taking you away from me.

True Lovers Poem

You may not be the perfect dove, but you are the one I truly love.
What you do is sometimes strang, but their is nothing I would change.
I sometimes show a lot of fears, but I'll be brave to stop your tears.
We both may be in different fights, but we both shall be eachothers light.
I may not be the perfect dove, but I hope I am the one you love.

I'm really sorry!

I haven't posted much since I have play practice till seven and I'm working more on my longer stories and books than my poems. There will probably be more after May when I have less stuff to work on. If you wish to know what is going on in my life other than my poems, I will still be posting to Usagi Hikari's Mind. It's my second blog which is more like daily events. I am also working on Part 3 of the Song Of the Battle so that will be up A.S.A.P.
Sorry again if anyone was expecting any new poems.

Song Of The Battle Part 2 Lover's Question

We both joined this battle side by side 

I climbed the ranks with you right behind

To you I was a friend, a councilor, a warrior to defend

You saw me as your own free rebel man

I led our ranks straight in that battlefield

Fought side by side as always.

And we walked across our battle won

But as one man lay dieing on the field after the battle,

He spat out the words to you "Sir you are led by a woman"

You turned to me confusion and surprise

"Why would a women fight next to me and leave the safe homestead?

"I thought you would always tell me the truth!"

I looked at you, my eyes steady and true

"Why would I stay in my boring life?

"Why can't I be the first woman to be in an army?

I wished to fight and fight I did."
Your eyes turn to mine as I hide my face
With hair cut short and dirt streaked face
I knew you would just laugh
As I hear no words of disdain or laughter
I see your eyes filled with understanding
"Then shall we fight?
"We won the battle but not the war.
"Even if you're a woman,
"I'll follow and love you ever more."

Song Of The Battle Part 1

A raised sword and shield, ready in the ranks
Stay as you are my men, ready at command
Keep in time, watch with care
Don't let them take us by surprise
Over from the hill beyond, this will be their grave
We shall teach our enemies what is to be in war!
You never did falter when we heard their battle cries
You never did flinch when you saw the iron swords
I entrusted you with all our dreams,
Our hopes of what's to come
Even though as your own leader...
I knew we wouldn't survive.
But raise up our flags of war!
We will shall send these bastard to graves
They will regret when they took away our life
I fought along side you my men
I killed our enemies with as much hatred as yours
I was changed on this field as I killed and fought on this bloodies field.