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Thursday, December 29, 2011

Lives Gone by and Time Wasted


"Mommy!" "What are we going to do?" "Save her!" "We have to leave  little lady!" "Not without my mother!"

"Stop crying sweet girl." But my mother..." "You can go back, change it." "How?" "With my help."
"I can change the past?" "I will give you twenty-four hours. Change the past by then, or you will have to give you life to me." "Who are you? That deal is not something I would agree to."
"You didn't think a mortal would create this deal? No. Only a demon would. Twenty hour hours? Or your life?"

In just twenty-four hours, I'll be lying on the pyre.
Unless I change the past to before the fire
Deal with a demon?
Something I never would have done, even if I was dreaming.
So why not? I've been wasting my life till this moment
My mind filled with the acknowledgement
I turned my head back in time
Everything will be over tonight
In twenty hours, I'll be under this earth
Unless I change this rebirth
I see the planning and flowers
As the minutes tick, then the hours
Is this the heaven or the hell,
Now who'll be able to tell
What is the truth or the lie?
This has be making me question this time

In just seventeen hours, this story will end
Not if I can make the amend
To save the most important life
Away from the edge of the knife
What was clear as crystal
Now I see behind the barrel of this pistol

As the setting sun so gold
Never knew it get so old
All the plans fade
Everything made
Now gone?

In just thirteen hours, it’ll be done
Nothing to go on
All the pearls and the silks
How am I feeling this guilt?
I will save this day
As everyone may
This will work I don’t care if I die!
In just nine hours, I’ll be laid down in my promise to return
Don’t care anymore about the burn
Now will I come back?
What if it’s something I lack?
Are these the doubts the demons put in my mind,
Has everyone become blind?
Why am I running away with only a few hours left
With the hope all bereft

In just three hours, it won’t matter anymore
I have lost, so it doesn’t matter anymore
It has been this long
Till I’ve heard her song
I knew she would be ashamed of me
A distant melody, or a memory
This was my home,
In an hour it’ll be nothing in the foam

In just one hour the demon shall have my body
I know I shouldn't have agreed
As my blood is filled with the poison
And the scene I was to save now filled with crimson
Same feeling as the one night
What has happened to my might?
This time is where they wait
So why didn’t I leave this fate?
The demon is in front of me now
A sick grin on his face as he leans toward my ear
The blood on the ground
And smeared all around
"Say goodbye to your world.”
As the lives unfurled
Why did I waste my time?


This idea nearly killed me, and I'm going to die tomorrow with my Aerobics final project but I finished it! I don't care who you are, I am proud of myself with the rhyming. Song which inspired this: 24 by Jem. It's actually a specific video featuring Hetalia that my friend showed me.
This has been haunting me for weeks.
Note: Bereft is actually a word. I didn't know either at first.

Life and The Seasons - By Lord Michael


Freshly ploughed fields lay fallow
Under a heavy morning frost;
The breath of animal and man
Steams as it puffs from nose and mouth.

Golden grain wavers in the breeze
As it blooms to maturity,
Calves, foals and lambs laze in the shade of trees
The sunburnt farmer works under a broad brimmed hat.

The seasons all pass in turn
The cycle of life begins and ends in turn
The sun, the breeze, the frost and fallen leaves
The wonder of our land in all its beauty.

Monday, December 26, 2011

Two Prose Poems - By Lord Michael

Symptoms of a Romantic

Why? Romantics love purples and mauves; talk of nostalgia, winsome, and
wistfulness; deal in the sadness of beauty, and the beauty of sadness; and
understand we can greet death with a certain peaceful sadness; hear the echo
of bagpipes in mist filled valleys and imagine the terror that existed there; of the
courage and the bravery; and feel the tear drops that fell upon the dead and dying
after all energy is spent; see the haze that surrounds the virgin, imagine the soul
with wings not meant to be seen, see beauty in clouds that others see filled with
danger; see faces in the lightning; hear the kitten cries of a wild lion roaring; see
through the troll's facade to discover the little boy; see notes upon a page and
hear the most glorious of sounds we thought were for the dead; and who's being
explodes into shooting stars and rainbows which words cannot explain; that starts
within, and carries past, the final thrust of love?



We Must Not Forget the Heart


Yes we must not forget the heart. It is our heart which contains our world. If we look into our
heart, and shuffle things around a little we will always find those little things we had forgotten
about hiding in the corners. The little things are often the most important. As we draw them out of
our heart, they will open up like a pair of purple gossamer wings that will wrap around our being,
comforting us and colouring our world for as long as we wish them to be there. And while they
are there we are sharing ourselves and our gifts with the world which helps colour the world and
makes it more beautiful than were it without you.

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

The Battle And Journey Home - By Lord Michael


The Battle and Journey Home
The battle weary knights head homeward once again.
Their dinted armor telling; the story of their pain.
Their horses too are bloodied, but carry masters home.
Soon ladies and princesses, will no longer be alone.

‘Twas many hours ago, they fare welled their King and son.
The stutter of the hooves as the mighty steeds set forth,
Silenced the cries and sobs, of hope the job be done.
The rattle of the armor, played a song of death and worth.

The pipes were bright and lively as the long ride had begun.
The rattle of swords and shields provided for the drum.
Two sides soon met headlong, into bloody battle,
Sword against sword, shields raised high, the clash was more a rattle.

Courageous men and ladies, with fire in their eyes,
Set upon the others, and wiped away their lies.
Green fields in the morn' had suddenly turned red.
Blood spurting from the injured added to the dead.

The traitors near all slaughtered, but some did ride away.
Thoughts already turning for the fight another day.
They limped and crawled away, for home is where they headed.
A few were strong and upright, but their leader was beheaded.

The King rode high and strongly as the leader of the knights.
And home came out towards them as they told of all the fights.
And victory was their message, as they stuttered in once more.
Ladies and princesses, greeting home those they adore.

Everwood was safe again, though all knew there'd be more.

Monday, December 19, 2011

Holiday Gift for You Part 2

Alright let's get back to what I started a few days ago with tips and tricks on how I write my best works. I already went over music, classic study, rhyming, and notebooks vs computer. So with a bagel at my side I shall try to remember what I was going to say yesterday. Here we go!

  1. Find what time is best for you. By this I mean find out during what time gives you the best ideas. I always get better ideas either at dusk or at night when I can see the moon. Like I said in a post a while back I wrote a good epilogue for FDTR just by looking out one summer evening and breathing in the cool air. If you ever wake up to change a part of a story at midnight, you never have to change it again. And this is why you should have a notebook under your pillow.
  2. Don't be afraid to people watch. Go to the local Saturday Market and sit down with some hot cocoa to watch everybody. I went to the Saturday Market just a few days ago and a local street musician was playing on drums. I wish I got a recording of him because he was amazing at just improv-ing his whole song. Every time someone gave him some money he added a thank you in his song. I, of course, had to write down the ideas I got from the market right away, else I would probably have forgotten then by now. 
  3. Be Spontaneous with writing. God knows how many times I was zoning out in class while taking notes and some story scenes pop up I just write them down. I remember laughing when I saw my teachers face when she was checking off notes in Chemistry and parts of a story were written down. Don't worry if the writing doesn't sound good. It may help later in the future.
  4. Most poems are based off serious emotion. Try to find a way to make yourself feel the emotion of the poem. I have taught myself to cry whenever thinking something sad, but it only works one time with each sad thing. If you want an angry feeling poem, make yourself angry. Of course make sure you don't get too angry especially if people are nearby.
  5. I don't really have any more advice except (I know it's really cliche) Find what is in your mind, hidden, and write it down. I didn't know I could write poems until I actually tried it. Find the poem hidden in your mind and pull it out. You never know if you might be the next Shakespeare.
I hope everyone has a nice holiday season and I hope you enjoy writing now poems with some of these Tips. Wish I could remember all of them that I had earlier but I got distracted.

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Writer's Block Is Evil, So Here's A Holiday Gift Instead Of the Poems

   I was working on two poems based on I Guess It Doesn't Matter Anymore by Blackmore's Night, but I have had so much writer's block that I can't finish it in time. So instead, I throw out a few good tips on how to get your own poems started. These will be tips I myself use on a daily basis when I can actually write without that block stopping everything. These tips will range from the basic to the way I get my best ideas.
  1. This one is really basic: Music is poetry with a beat, so listen carefully. I have gotten several ideas for short stories and quick poems while listening to new songs. Sometimes listening to a song you normally wouldn't, is a great burst of inspiration. I (Might) Remember Me is based off a song I heard on Graham Norton Show but because I couldn't remember the song lyrics the title was all I had. Some good musicians I get inspirational from regularly: SJ Tucker, Heather Dale (good for Renaissance poems), Blackmore's Night, anything that Mercades Lackey had a hand in, and Emilie Autumn songs (for those who like more rock songs).
  2. Read some of the classics and study how they write. The first poems I had studied were some by Edgar Allen Poe, one of my favourites. I think he probably inspired some of my more morbid ones. A poet and play-write that is really good to study is William Shakespeare. His sonnets and monologues are some of the best to study withe iambic pentameter and the whole feminine and masculine endings. I'm still working on learning those. Good writers to study: Edgar Allen Poe, Shakespeare, Walt Whitman, anything by the Brontë sisters, ee cummnings, and maybe some international authors if you want. I have most of these authors poems on iBooks.
  3. Poems don't have to rhyme. I have a lot of issues with clever rhyme schemes unlike Ishymaru. How he does it, I still don't know. I know a lot of people who can't rhyme and think they need to make it be a poem. Working with prose is much easier but does give it a bit of a rough, unfinished look. (Just got distracted for about an hour looking through pictures.) If you want it to rhyme but can't think of anything, go to rhymezone or some other site you can probably find on Google. There are no examples here.
  4. Try using a notebook instead of the computer if needed. I used to only use pen and paper for all my poems and books. I use computer now because it is a lot easier for me to type faster than write and I can look back and edit anywhere. Handy if you have more than 20 pages, but all my old poems and first 50 pages of The Hunted were hand written(Which remind me, I need to find my good pens again). I still always carry around a notebook for ideas or if I get a flash of inspiration and I don't have a computer. Sometimes having the notebook and actually feeling the pen writing sometimes gives you the best ideas. If you have no purse that can carry a notebook (which I highly doubt) or if you're a guy and don't carry around a purse or bag, just find some of those small memo book which can fit in a pocket. I just bought a new/first purse which can carry a full sized notebook. Actually around 5 full sized notebooks.
Since I am really tired right now and I know this post would slowly go downhill if I stayed await. So I'm guessing there will be a part 2 soon. If I remember.

Sunday, December 4, 2011

I (might) Remember Me

I remember how you met me years ago
I know what you wore and how you acted
I treasure what you did
But I don't really remember me
I recall your usual smile at my laughter
I dwell upon our daily life together in the sun
I recollect your dream
But how can I not remember me?
I can cite your favourite places visited
I love reliving laying on our backs in grass
I retain that mistake
I want to remember me
I learned that I was in a hospital
I had no memory of what happened
I knew nothing
But I know what you did


It was all an accident
I know the truth
She had fallen down the stairs
You are wrong
Nothing but ramblings
Don't leave me with him
She has serious memory loss
Don't listen to him
She can't even talk anymore
Let me write it down
If you would please leave
I'm begging you...


She doesn't remember even who she is
Of course I don't
I'll try to see if she remembers anything
I do remember something
...I remember you...



The idea was something completely different than I thought at first. It was supposed to have just been someone remembering an argument. The idea was supposed to have been happy at the end, but the story had different ideas. I hate how I'm the storyteller, I should know how it should end. Story has different ideas. 
One new idea is going to publish two new poems by the end of this month. Please be patient!